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“Be Who You Are and Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter and Those Who Matter Don't Mind.” -Dr. Seuss
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INTP
(From a disagreement I just had … )
You should understand by now why I get so concerned about finding somebody that I’m compatable with… I don’t think like normal people.
Somebody can ask me a question and in my mind I play out multiple circumstances in my mind before answering, people often disagree with my answers and I’ll question some of the examples in my mind which lead to my decision. You said I was manipulating the conversation … I was trying to find the (root/most basic point) of your (question/argument) which people interperet as me trying to always have the last say. There is actually a psychological profile on what kind of person I am … I read up about it a while back there is also a bipolar opposite to what I am and in simple example it’s this; I’m the type to question myself too much and often fail or choose the wrong answer because of doubt from those extra questions I ask myself. The opposite like my friend Chris who is an honour student because he is certain of the answers he chooses … Everything I think is overcomplicated or hazy in my judgements.
It’s this reason why I feel so alone in this world, people don’t truly understand my mind and how it works even when they know what you know now from this message or my personality … There is never a simple answer for me.
I wish I wasn’t this way but I can’t change who I am or the way my mind processes things, whether or not I’m filled with doubts and further questions it’s out of my control unless I choose to lie and agree for the sake of agreeing and choosing not to have further questions … But for what? To make other people happy because I tell them what they want to hear? To pretend I understand when I still have my doubts? Without saying which I’ll do anyway is that I over explain things not to bend people to my will, instead it’s merely me trying to reach a mutual understanding … If every time questions came to mind and I asked every question and emotion I’m having we’d stray and eventually forget the first question.
Fuck my life,
Daniel Scalisi.
http://www.personalitydesk.com/intp
(Source: skinny-man)
Love?
You’re ok with being alone because you love yourself, and you love yourself because you’re incapable of loving anything else. You don’t know the true meaning of the word… you aren’t selfless.
(Source: skinny-man)
Watchmen (2009)
“Reassembling myself was the first trick I learned. It didn’t kill Osterman… did you really think it would kill me? I have walked across the surface of the Sun. I have witnessed events so tiny and so fast they can hardly be said to have occurred at all. But you, Adrian, you’re just a man. The world’s smartest man poses no more threat to me than does its smartest termite.”
When I think of god like beings and the age of the whole Universe itself I think of that line from Watchmen “can hardly be said to have occurred at all” I think about that and the lifespan we have as humans. The time we get caught up in insignificant shit instead of enjoying the life we have, all the shit that shouldn’t matter but ultimately does in our life according to expectations of us.
The reality is we’re going to die so why do we have to spend so much time meeting other peoples expectations? We’re so insignificant compared to everything in existence … I just want to be happy before my time ends and say I’ve lived my life the way I’ve wanted.
Now think about this …
The matter in your body is going to be recycled again and again, in simple explanation an animal, plant or a micro organism can be supplied with nutrients from you etc.
Now taking that to an extreme think about this … when the sun turns into a black hole and compresses all matter I think of a blender with a bunch of different fruits being turned into something new and wonderful.
Here’s a reference example of what I’m talking about:
”A black hole never literally fills up. However, a black hole’s life ends eventually as a result of matter pouring in. As a result of losing energy and mass through Hawking radiation, Professor Hawking suggests that there would come a point when the black hole no longer has enough mass to completely curve the space around it, therefore ceasing to be a black hole. Hawking predicts that the black hole might then explode with a force of millions of hydrogen bombs!”
http://library.thinkquest.org/10148/faq2.shtml
My grammar isn’t the best but if you’ve come to the same conclusion I have about everything I just tried to explain above then why the fuck does it even matter.
- Daniel Scalisi.
