(From a disagreement I just had … )
You should understand by now why I get so concerned about finding somebody that I’m compatable with… I don’t think like normal people.
Somebody can ask me a question and in my mind I play out multiple circumstances in my mind before answering, people often disagree with my answers and I’ll question some of the examples in my mind which lead to my decision. You said I was manipulating the conversation … I was trying to find the (root/most basic point) of your (question/argument) which people interperet as me trying to always have the last say. There is actually a psychological profile on what kind of person I am … I read up about it a while back there is also a bipolar opposite to what I am and in simple example it’s this; I’m the type to question myself too much and often fail or choose the wrong answer because of doubt from those extra questions I ask myself. The opposite like my friend Chris who is an honour student because he is certain of the answers he chooses … Everything I think is overcomplicated or hazy in my judgements.
It’s this reason why I feel so alone in this world, people don’t truly understand my mind and how it works even when they know what you know now from this message or my personality … There is never a simple answer for me.
I wish I wasn’t this way but I can’t change who I am or the way my mind processes things, whether or not I’m filled with doubts and further questions it’s out of my control unless I choose to lie and agree for the sake of agreeing and choosing not to have further questions … But for what? To make other people happy because I tell them what they want to hear? To pretend I understand when I still have my doubts? Without saying which I’ll do anyway is that I over explain things not to bend people to my will, instead it’s merely me trying to reach a mutual understanding … If every time questions came to mind and I asked every question and emotion I’m having we’d stray and eventually forget the first question.
Fuck my life,
Being born on the Chinese snake zodiac is full of win, I’ve always thought I’d belong in Slytherin if I attended Hogwarts n__n
I’ve always explained my reasoning for feeling this way when asked but I couldn’t resist when I saw this .gif set <3
The Snake (蛇) is one of the 12-year cycle of animals which appear in the Chinese zodiac related to the Chinese calendar. The Year of the Snake is associated with the earthly branch symbol 巳.
Years and the Five Elements
Persons born within these date ranges can be said to have been born in the “year of the Snake,” while also bearing the following elemental sign:
4 February 1905 – 24 January 1906: Wood Snake
23 January 1917 – 10 February 1918: Fire Snake
10 February 1929 – 29 January 1930: Earth Snake
27 January 1941 – 14 February 1942: Metal Snake
14 February 1953 – 2 February 1954: Water Snake
2 February 1965 – 20 January 1966: Wood Snake
18 February 1977 – 6 February 1978: Fire Snake
6 February 1989 – 26 January 1990: Earth Snake - √
23 January 2001 – 11 February 2002: Metal Snake
10 February 2013 – 30 January 2014: Water Snake
29 January 2025 – 16 February 2026: Wood Snake
15 February 2037 – 3 February 2038: Fire Snake